Although it’s well into summer here in Arkansas, lately it feels like I have been snowed under. I have tried to peel my way from under what seems like an avalanche of work and a sudden downpour of the blues. And now I’m fighting off a yucky sinus infection. For many days, it has been like walking through the fog, only doing what has to be done and letting everything else slide like my beloved blog.
For several days now there’s been a lingering question – Who gets the best of you?
How would you answer the question, if asked?
I know the proper Christian way to answer it but in truth that is not how my life is being unfolded at this time.
Some times it isn’t a who that gets our best but rather a what?
Then what becomes of the leftovers?
I don’t want to get to end of this life and find I spent the best of my days chasing that which was important to others yet didn’t really matter to me.
I don’t want to see the tides of time wash away and realize my days were spent only chasing vanity rather than those things which are truly eternal.
There are times we become lost on this road called life and that little GPS can not readily help us navigate our way back but there is One who never loses sight of us. He never forgets the plan he has for us from the beginning before he knitted us together in the darkness of mother’s womb.
P. S. My apologies to anyone who may have stopped by for The Friday Fellowship this week. Hope to be back next week.
Monica says
Wanda,. I’m sorry you haven’t been feeling well, but I thank you for taking time to share these thoughts. It is important that we do take time to ask ourselves who or what is getting the best of us, because we do get off track from time to time. The lives we live, the here and now becomes a distraction from our eternal vision and purpose. It’s important to get back on track when we do find ourselves wandering and distracted. Thank you for the reminder.
LaVonne says
Thank you for being candid, Wanda. Believe me, I’ve been feeling as if I am standing in a deep forest with no road and no GPS, where it is dark at noon … just wandering and running into wild things. This is where we have to BELIEVE GOD’S PLAN. This is where we come to know that HE MAKES THAT WAY OUT OF NO WAY. I had a wake up experience earlier in the week and made a note of it in my “Now What?” blog. I also talked about “a desolate place” because it is where I have been. Thank God that He is faithful. He will complete the work He started in you; He’ll strengthen you for the journey; and He’ll add abundance where there once seemed to be nothing. I thank God for your presence in my life through your blog. You have watered and will be watered in return. You are a WATERED SOUL.
Wanda says
That’s the one constant in our lives is the surety of God’s Word even when it does not appear to be in current moment. I find comfort in knowing that although I’m discombobulated He is not. I’m well behind in my blog reading but look forward to reading the revelation you shared in your piece LaVonne. I appreciate your words of wisdom and encouragement. I’m grateful that when I’m dry that God places others who refreshes me. Many blesses.
Sharon says
I sincerely hope you’re feeling better soon. Often when I’m feeling physically unwell, the *blues* follow close behind. As to answering your question, lately I’ve been feeling like nothing and no one gets the best of me. I feel like I’m parceling out meager meals to everyone, and I don’t even have enough left over to feed myself. I think I’m burned out…
But, in it all and through it all, I am somehow also being sustained by the Bread of Life. And He continues to minister to my heart. Though I so often feel empty with nothing else left to give, He fills me with comfort.
Hang on, Wanda – the GPS is just recalculating.
GOD BLESS!
Wanda says
I totally understand about being burned out and living on leftovers. I find your words of the GPS is just recalculating reassuring Sharon. Yet it also brings to mind how frustrated I become in the car when the GPS is recalculating and I’m lost and needing to know which way to turn. Mirrors my life spiritually at the moment in way. I think I have discovered some medicine I was taking was contributing to my feelings of overwhelm and blues. Hopefully the recalculation will be done soon. I appreciate your words of wisdom.
Cheryl Smith says
Oh, dear friend! I SO know how you feel right now. I trust Jesus will heal you speedily and send deliverance from the clouds. He is there…behind them…holding you close, even though sometimes, we can’t feel that. “The eternal God is thy refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms.” Never forget what a dear blessing you are to so many. God is using you…even in this…your transparency and your “realness” is what we all need to hear. God bless you and be with you and BLESS you abundantly. Love you, dear sister. 🙂
Wanda says
Thank you Cheryl for your sweet encouraging words. They mean so much to me. Many blessings to you.
Barbie says
Praying for you my friend! Hugs!
Wanda says
Much appreciated Barbie.
Ella says
I am sorry to hear this Wanda! I get miserable headaches. I wonder if you have allergies?! There is such a thing such as sinus allergies. I feel sometimes like my best is taken for granted, but I have to be me. I hope you realize it is easy to feel overwhelmed and under appreciated-when we don’t feel good. Get some Hot n’ Sour soup-the spice n’heat helps. Kiss dairy good-bye for a few days!
I appreciate you! @>————–
Wanda says
Thanks Ella, you are such a sweetie. I appreciate the tips. Keep sharing your gifts and it will open doors for you.
Rhapsody says
Blessings….
hmmmm, good question. I guess my answer would be twofold, as in, it depends in what period of my life you referring to. My 20’s I’d say my children and God as for now, I’d say its a work in progress with God and me as the priority.
Have a blessed weekend.
Wanda says
Rhapsody, I didn’t know you had children or I might have forgotten. I think our priorities changes at different stages of our lives, which is to be expected.
Elizabeth West says
**hugs** I hope you feel better soon, Wanda. Sinus infections are no fun. Take care of yourself and don’t worry about us.
You’re in AR? I’m in MO! *waves*
Wanda says
Thanks Elizabeth. Yes, I live in Arkansas. I didn’t realize you were my neighbor 🙂
Amy Jung says
I understand. this A prayer for you today. Jesus is as near now as ever, keep turning to him in this dark spot.
Wanda says
Thank you much Amy!
Ceil says
Hi Wanda! I’m so sorry about your sinuses, ugh. I hope the antibiotics have kicked in and you’re feeling better. I am such a baby when I get sick. I don’t like it at all. I get weepy and sad…not very attractive!
What gets the best of me? Probably illness. And stress sometimes too. They kind of go hand in hand, don’t you think?
Hope this is a better Monday for you,
Ceil
Wanda says
Hi Ceil, those two can go hand in hand for sure. But I’m starting to feel better thankfully.
Janis@Heart-Filled Moments says
Hi Wanda, I’m sorry you’re sick.and feeling down. Sometimes we try to keep going like the “Energizer Bunny” but our batteries do get used up eventually. And by then, we have nothing left to give. But be sure you are doing God’s work here in sharing the wisdom and insight you gain from His word. Many lives are blessed.
What’s getting the best of me right now? That question makes me want to evaluate how I’m spending my time and on who. Some of it is given in a worthwhile fashion–some could definitely be used more wisely.
Even in your “down” time, you have blessed others.
May you recover quickly with renewed energy and perspective for God’s purpose and plans for you~
Janis
Wanda says
Janis, thanks for your encouraging words. When I started writing it felt as I was just rambling…lol. I am starting to feel much better and appreciate you. Many blessings.
Pam says
So sorry you are sick, Wanda. Summer colds are the worst! Just went through a bout of bronchitis–something I have never had before. Kind of knocks the stuffing out of you for a while. Praying that you are feeling better and more focused by now. Much love to you!
Wanda says
Oh Pam glad you are doing better. I think we the added heat makes those summer colds extra miserable. I’m starting to feel much now. Appreciate your kind words & prayers. Many blessings.